Jun 14, 2011

A Tortured Child Is An Enlightened Mind

I just finished listening to the audiobook of Dan Brown’s, The Lost Symbol. Basically it’s a lesson in ancient symbols while focused on the Freemasons. Since I am a survivor of Masonic abuse which was employed by the government in its mind control programs, I have a different outlook on the secret Masonic society, particularly the 33rd degree. Until 2004, I would not have been able to listen to the book. It would have been too triggering. I’m proud I was able to listen in great detail to known ancient meanings of the symbols and the knowledge of the Masons as gathered by Dan Brown in his research. Because I know the reality of the abuse that takes place at the hands of such people, I was unable to accept the main connection missing by the book. The 33rd degree Masons were/are not just a society of brothers who believe they are the holders of the secrets of the ancients, they are pedophiles with a purpose.

Part of the government mandate of programs like MK-Ultra were to explore the creation of dissociative parts as well as to study cults and rituals. The Nazis were the perfect combination of scientific knowledge on mind control who also practiced worshiping Satan. If I recall correctly, it was a requirement of the SS. My memories are of both kinds of ceremonies. The horror inflicted on us in such barbaric ceremonies served a purpose. All those wealthy wanted to know how to reach their own “divine power”. Apparently cults had already figured out that the dissociated children they kept traumatizing grew to have amazing and advanced brain activity. The sad part of this news is that all people have the ability to expand their minds…and without trauma. Perhaps the government thought they could figure out from us how to use the powers. The victims become the teachers.

Every survivor of government-related mind control has memories of using their mind in advanced ways and/or has extrasensory abilities. For me, that internal divine being is what Jung called Inner Wisdom. Until a person has encountered their own inner wisdom, it is such a difficult concept to explain. Basically it is the voice or sense of instinct. Any person can learn to develop their own brain power. Institutions are available to train people to reach their internal potential…without torture or trauma. I know this was a main objective. Unfortunately they also believed constant access to sex and the energy believed to be harnessed by the abuser when an orgasm was achieved. Parts of the victims brain were able to be electronically stimulated for children to have organisms literally at the touch of a button. I recall the first time I ran across this research. It made me physically ill that they could trigger an orgasm. It still feels like a violation just to type the words.

One scene in the book has the grand poopah of the Masons offering his teen son the choice to join the Masons. It doesn’t work like that. Children born to 33rd degree Masons are indoctrinated from birth as I was. No choice would have been given and the child’s multiplicity would ensure his or her silence about the organization. As much as I could listen to the book, I still tensed up each time certain Masonic terms were used.

If the book is correct that Masons conceal the great secrets of the ancients to ensure it does not fall into the wrong hands, that is laughable. They have it for one purpose only: evil.

What I do believe is true and have participated in such group/worldwide focus experiments online proving that a group of people thinking the same thought at the same time can transform objects. Thoughts have the power to change world. Focused power. If all survivors and supporters of abuse survivors thought every day that the world was positive and safe, we could change the energy dynamics. If we were able to organize a focused time to engage in such a thought on a regular basis, we might be able to tip the balance of war to peace. I personally believe it is that powerful.

Several close friends of mine know of my powers and extra sensitive hearing. If that is all they needed, no trauma was ever needed.However, another main goal of the government was “the Manchurian candidate”. We had different parts of ourselves programmed to do all kinds of jobs on cue with no memory for the event immediately afterwards. That was their great success. If you can call constantly torturing a child with rape and unspeakable acts of horror and torture, a success.

It is my wish that we survivors harness our ability to fight back silently and put good intentions out into the universe simply by thinking them. The intention would be positive as opposed to focus on killing all the perpetrators. The focus might be for a world without child abuse. Think it. Change the world.


Anonymous said...

Hi Grace

Do you think the 'indigo children'(kids with ESPs etc) concept is associated with old witchcraft or some of what we've experienced? Severe trauma to create an indigo child?

Just a thought because I've noticed that books and websites etc on this topic makes me totally nauseous etc and I've always been rather puzzled by my reaction to it.

Me said...

This has been interesting to read, thank you.
Do you think that the "enlightened mind" consequence can apply to survivors of childhood sexual abuse, as well as ritual sexual abuse? I guess particularly incest?
People lable me an intelligent and wise, very thoughtful and insightful and although personaly I battle with myself to accept that as truth, I am aware that I think through and annylise everything - childhood truama and everyday happenings - constantly. I don't know if this is normal for everyone, normal for sexual abuse survivors or completel mental.
I am a survivor of childhood sexual abuse from the biological father, who is highly - obsessively - religious, but as far as I am aware to date, I have not experienced ritual abuse.
Thank you for writing, for reading and for your thoughts.

Grace said...

Sorry for the delay in responding. I haven't been online very much for a few weeks.
I also research Indigo Children which I found triggering which meant I was not that healed. I will go back and look. It doesn't take trauma to have special abilities. It takes training. Also some people are more prone to develop on their own.

Having said that, any child subject to abuse over a time period of (i.e.) a year or more, would have some sort of dissociative mechanic likely kick if the abuse began at age 4 or 5. Once a child is 6, research shows we begin to outgrow the use that innate survival mechanism.

Really interesting questions. I will go back and check on Indigo Children. Indigo Girls used to show up on a lot of early collages which is why I was lead to research in that direction

Grace said...

Sorry, somehow I thought the two questions were from the same person but I answered both questions, I believe for both of you, Anonymous, and Me.

Anonymous said...

I was lucky enough to be brought up in a safe house, untouched by the evils of the world. My brother, however, was molested by a family friends teenage (14 year old) son. I only found this out a couple years ago (i am now 29). Since then, I have been researching this trying to make sense of how it could have happened under everyones noses (Thinking back, I remember being locked out of the other boys room when i was maybe 10 years old and my brother saying 'no, shes ok she can come in she wont say anything' but not being allowed in anyway. At the time, I thought it was merely them being boys, not wanting me to join in cuz i was a girl.) Your blog has opened my eyes a lot, and will definitely go a long way in protecting my own children. Thanks for all your hard work and information, I admire your strength.