tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.comments2024-03-16T17:32:40.798-04:00Grace UncensoredAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08256675845938876493noreply@blogger.comBlogger127125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-2883682501931742602014-05-29T23:29:20.474-04:002014-05-29T23:29:20.474-04:00This is likely reaching you much later than needed...This is likely reaching you much later than needed, but it may help someone else. The weighing idea is great. If you don't want to invest in a scale, you can opt for the liquid. <br /><br />The way to get around the insolubility is to crush the pills with a mortar and pestle and then use a small amount of 'wetting agent'. An emulsifier is the ideal (you can purchase these anywhere you find baking items like cakes). Depending on how many pills you crush, it would be ideal to use anywhere from a teaspoon to a tablespoon. <br /><br />Then, you can use a small amount (two to three drops) of a flavored extract and finally make it a measurable volume by adding a water based syrup. If you don't have a syrup, water plus a little Stevia extract liquid will work as well. If you do this with water, just know it is only good for 14 days.Callienoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-47570961320179645242013-07-24T13:03:53.685-04:002013-07-24T13:03:53.685-04:00Anonymous, you will have to do better research. Yo...Anonymous, you will have to do better research. You will find that the US had Mengele in Operation Paperclip. You don't think they'd want to hide that fact with revisionist history of his whereabouts?Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08256675845938876493noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-57740694026506997172013-07-24T12:59:04.822-04:002013-07-24T12:59:04.822-04:00Am so sorry for delay in seeing this comment. The ...Am so sorry for delay in seeing this comment. The book is not available any longer. I no longer have the energy to make it available to Kindle. I recently had a complete integration to share it is possible. Now trying different techniques for the "leftover" PTSD and triggers but overall anxiety is hugely down. I wish you well on your journey and just keep hanging on!Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08256675845938876493noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-18659135614273961012013-05-23T19:26:56.692-04:002013-05-23T19:26:56.692-04:00Interesting that you say you were in the same room...Interesting that you say you were in the same room with Mengele. I find it highly impossible seeing as how at the time period you suggested he was hiding out in areas of South America until his death. Either you would have had to have gone to South America because he couldn't have gotten into the US.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-31341961196271238922013-05-18T09:11:03.047-04:002013-05-18T09:11:03.047-04:00I just came across your work, and was really hopin...I just came across your work, and was really hoping to read your book, but it's not available on amazon and your website was bought by some Japanese company. Do you have any info where I can get this? Perhaps you can post it to anonupload.com. <br /><br />For this reason, I've ignored print, and posted it for free on mysterymonarch.tumblr.com. I think you're a little further along in your recovery than I am. :/<br /><br />Reading your accounts was startling to say the least. I'm a Masonic survivor myself, taking as much time off as I can to learn from the experiences of others in hopes that it speeds up my own healing process. This information here is so vital. There are so many running into my life who seek to unwind the progress, and these things are really all I have to keep it progressing.<br /><br />Thank you for the work that you do. Please keep doing it. May your God or Gods go with you and keep you safe in the meantime.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-5056325419278797422013-04-07T01:16:41.856-04:002013-04-07T01:16:41.856-04:00To the person who asked if there was someone to go...To the person who asked if there was someone to go to tell. Unless your area has a Ritual Abuse Task Force, it is likely not safe. Your best recourse is to find a therapist recommended to treat dissociative orders, preferable with experience in working with survivors of ritual abuse and/or mind control.Gracehttp://graceuncensored.blogspot.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-87052773486389162212013-01-14T22:52:28.701-05:002013-01-14T22:52:28.701-05:00Dear Grace, I have also been looking for the book,...Dear Grace, I have also been looking for the book, just to indicate my interest as well. -My thoughts are with you also. EAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-90104526173215384292012-10-22T12:05:01.434-04:002012-10-22T12:05:01.434-04:00Dear Anonymous, Yes, I noticed that too but took m...Dear Anonymous, Yes, I noticed that too but took me awhile. She has bipolar disorder on the show although it looks like MC too. I think many things look like MC just because that's the world I know. We'll have to see how the show plays out. It's very interesting this new season!Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08256675845938876493noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-20750101005205365212012-10-21T20:25:14.102-04:002012-10-21T20:25:14.102-04:00I have been watching this series from the start. T...I have been watching this series from the start. The intro to the show tells me that Claire Danes character Carrie is also under mind control. Images of her growing up, being brainwashed and confused. She also has a personality/psychiatric disorder and has been getting electroshock treatments.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-74193287491717388752012-10-10T16:15:57.650-04:002012-10-10T16:15:57.650-04:00@Silvershoes I am not Grace from Arizona and this ...@Silvershoes I am not Grace from Arizona and this is not your photograph. My photograph is stamped with the German film developer and 1955 on the back. Now please stop harrassing me.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08256675845938876493noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-61373215289662088882012-08-15T15:13:23.793-04:002012-08-15T15:13:23.793-04:00Hi JJK, Am sorry you too are a victim but thank yo...Hi JJK, Am sorry you too are a victim but thank you for sharing. I'm glad to know my blogs are still helping others. The more I've healed, the more "loose amnesia" (have no idea what it's called) is floating around and it is difficult to recall much of anything clearly at will past or present. But sometimes I do get a clear good memory break through. I do think all this past crap blocks a lot of what we had known before the amnesia began to leak. I believe you will remember the good stuff again one day. Thank you again for taking the time to comment.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08256675845938876493noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-40482610812033737412012-08-15T11:19:12.336-04:002012-08-15T11:19:12.336-04:00Hi, Grace!
I just found your blogs and wanted to...Hi, Grace! <br /><br />I just found your blogs and wanted to thank you for all that you've posted. I was molested as a little girl and can't remember hardly any of it. My abuser was a close member of the family, and as she was never prosecuted (very, very long story), I've spent almost 30 years being regularly in her presence. I've spent years and years in therapy as a child, but never really felt it helped much. Now, as an adult and a parent, I feel that I'm ready to begin delving into the past and hopefully really start my healing process. <br /><br />I've noticed that as a whole, I can't remember much of anything from the past 30 years--good or bad. I think I had gotten so good at blocking the bad stuff that my mind doesn't differentiate and blocks good memories too. That's been really frustrating, as there are a lot of wonderful times I'd like to remember, but I can only recall bits and pieces. Not sure how common this is with others suffering from dissociation, but it sure drives me up the wall.<br /><br />Anyway, thanks again. God bless, and I wish you all the best!<br /><br />JJKAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-29159737510586654102012-07-10T20:32:56.894-04:002012-07-10T20:32:56.894-04:00Dear Anonymous, That is me. People who knew me whe...Dear Anonymous, That is me. People who knew me when I was that age recognized me when I was in my 20s but hadn't seen me in between (military base). It was taken in Germany where we lived since before age 2 until about age 5. I started kindergarten in the U.S. The original photo has the scalloped edges...photo taken in 1955. Anyone can claim anything, I guess. Don't understand why someone would want to claim this as being them. Lots of things I don't understand in this world.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08256675845938876493noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-26553950937506748652012-07-10T20:13:20.061-04:002012-07-10T20:13:20.061-04:00The picture on this page is not you, is that right...The picture on this page is not you, is that right? I know someone who claims this is her and remembers the photo being taken. She grew up in a mormon family.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-74231057239642130042012-06-10T13:03:43.700-04:002012-06-10T13:03:43.700-04:00Dear Anonymous, Thank you so much for letting me k...Dear Anonymous, Thank you so much for letting me know my sharing has been helpful to you. I'm sorry you too are a survivor; but you are definitely not alone. Wishing you a safe and steady recovery.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08256675845938876493noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-66109063890526747242012-06-10T10:05:05.596-04:002012-06-10T10:05:05.596-04:00Grace, Since finding your information blog and lin...Grace, Since finding your information blog and links last evening, I feel stronger, knowing that I am not alone out there. I particulary appreciate that piece on Mother's Day celebrations. For many years, Mothers Day was a time for more hurt; until I finally decided to ignore the "noise."<br /><br />I appreciate the piece on "double language" that is used by the perps to discredit the speaker, child or adult. That information is so true and so invaluable.<br /><br />Thanks to you and the links on your page, I can function today, whereas for the last week I have been fading away and losing days; aftraid to be seen in public; in isolation and suicidal. I have strength again because of your writings and the links.<br /><br />Thank you so much.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-19523023174855943712012-03-26T16:52:25.637-04:002012-03-26T16:52:25.637-04:00Looking for your book. Many Prayers and Blessings ...Looking for your book. Many Prayers and Blessings be with you. God is an Amazing God and can heal all that was broken. You are certainly in my prayers!Ashleynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-57252789048968680792012-03-06T15:54:50.417-05:002012-03-06T15:54:50.417-05:00My heart is with you, get well and post when you f...My heart is with you, get well and post when you feel upto it :)Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-56295578560871876652012-02-20T15:20:57.062-05:002012-02-20T15:20:57.062-05:00Dear trace420, Thank you for your lovely comments ...Dear trace420, Thank you for your lovely comments about my blog. My intent is to help others like you. Please accept my apology for the delay in acknowledgment. I have impaired vision and have not been online much. Hopefully the vision issue will be resolved in 2-3 weeks.<br /><br />I authored Paperclip Dolls early in my healing as Annie McKenna. My goal is to make it available through Kindle but have no time frame. Some libraries do have it or can get it for you through another library. Hope this is helpful.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08256675845938876493noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-51490996046398712562012-02-13T11:27:35.791-05:002012-02-13T11:27:35.791-05:00Thanks for the excellent blog 'Grace', for...Thanks for the excellent blog 'Grace', for a while now i have been searching for the following book annie mckenna - paperclip dolls but to no avail, if you or 'anyone' you may know could point me in the right direction i would be eternally grateful. My thoughts are with you, stay strong.trance420https://www.blogger.com/profile/12781027320883113004noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-55936738804089470972011-11-11T23:06:59.654-05:002011-11-11T23:06:59.654-05:00Hi Shamai, Plans in the works for making Paperclip...Hi Shamai, Plans in the works for making Paperclip Dolls available on Kindle. No goal date though. Thanks for thinking of me ♥Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08256675845938876493noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-64687026692318186342011-11-09T07:15:22.704-05:002011-11-09T07:15:22.704-05:00Only just found your blog while looking for your b...Only just found your blog while looking for your book. Looking forward to it coming out in Kindle. I'm still around. Please keep in touchShamainoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-76551459031447838302011-09-09T01:19:41.640-04:002011-09-09T01:19:41.640-04:00Thank you so much, Nancy! Just went thru similar e...Thank you so much, Nancy! Just went thru similar episode but able to get thru w/ skills learned at PIW, art therapy and t. Glad I knew I had PIW as back up. Hugs.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08256675845938876493noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-66194906442849134142011-09-09T00:06:36.389-04:002011-09-09T00:06:36.389-04:00Thank YOu Grace for sharing both the pain and the ...Thank YOu Grace for sharing both the pain and the release of knowing that comes as we intergrate or not- predictable or not. Miss you since PIW. Take Care and all of us are rooting for you.<br /><br />nancynferghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02913131166591164451noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8607503222126014201.post-25994147280260195212011-06-22T04:27:27.871-04:002011-06-22T04:27:27.871-04:00I was lucky enough to be brought up in a safe hous...I was lucky enough to be brought up in a safe house, untouched by the evils of the world. My brother, however, was molested by a family friends teenage (14 year old) son. I only found this out a couple years ago (i am now 29). Since then, I have been researching this trying to make sense of how it could have happened under everyones noses (Thinking back, I remember being locked out of the other boys room when i was maybe 10 years old and my brother saying 'no, shes ok she can come in she wont say anything' but not being allowed in anyway. At the time, I thought it was merely them being boys, not wanting me to join in cuz i was a girl.) Your blog has opened my eyes a lot, and will definitely go a long way in protecting my own children. Thanks for all your hard work and information, I admire your strength.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com